How often do we meet people in between that just can't get a hold of it?

Hmm, I've crossed a chasm, overcome a stumbling block, I can feel it but for some reason the actual demon I've vanuished is elusive and I find I cannot put a name to what it is I've laid to rest.

Tomorrows gonna be a new day, atleast it is right now. Who knows where I'll be tomorrow anyway? Probably in a whole other place. Very likely, that.

Gonna finish my Penny Jordon ( yup, sems I'm stuck on vintage romance novels lately...I'm guessing with the funk I'm in a psychologist could have a field day with that one). Have to get my Fed off to school tomorrow at 9 so I'm gonna be needing to actually be awake and cognizant before 11 for once. Guess th eplan is to get a bunch of shelved projects done while I'm at it. Might as well use the time I'm actually awake wisely.

I wonder if my depressive state is accountable for my hypersomnia or if, yeah never mind. I'm too loose in the brain department right now to properly focus on what I'm writing. My train of thought there just flew out the window.

I usually like snow but for some reason this year it's having a negatory effect on me. Don't wanna go analyzing that too deeply either. Yep, you got it. Running away from my problems. Topnotch procrastinator. And since my spellling correction thing is all of sudden set to swedish only I'm gonna stop with writing now as I'm much too lazy to go proofreading this shit. Pardon me for any errors you encounter.

UWS
Jude

A lonely speaker in a conversation

Jaha. Inte bloggat på jätte länge vetja, men inte sådar jätte konstigt när livet sagt stopp! Iaf. Hade största svullnade bakom min tragus piercing. Massor med saltvatten och 100% tea tree olja senare har det nästan torkat upp och typ ramlat bort. Eller av? Ska nog ta och byta smycke.

Joop. Fick lite jobb på Posten, sju dagars arbete om jag nu inte mins fel. Får lite pengar vilket är bra, kan köpa julklapp till Vida. Har absolut inga pengar på mitt konto :P

Sitter och kollar på elf. Tycker inte alls den är bra. Anticlimax liksom. Urgghhh, såååå utråkad och trött på livet som det är just nu.

Tror faktiskt jag går och lägger mig lite. Ecch.

Until we see
J

Throwing a line out to sea, to see if I can catch a dream...

Been a while huh? Just goes to show what an incredibly boring life I lead :) Figured I 'd atleast write an entry before I forgot Sin Miedo ever existed. Come to think of it, the name doesn't ring true anymore. Eternal Napper would make a better name....

Deeks got fired, crying on the inside here even though I know it won't last. Yeeeah. That's my life right now.

Ciao
J

I'm just taking in the scenery

I think I might actually be fulfilling my vow of 20 P!ATD titled posts. Nicely done if I do say so myself.

I've been scouring the Internet looking for Genie costume patterns so I can help my 8 year old sister sew one for our 5 year old niece. I heartily wish I'd never suggested it :) Finding any sort of pattern seems impossible and any descriptions are vague or not what I'm looking for. Think I'm just gonna have to improvise and see what happens. I'll post a pic if it turns out well.

Went to rehearsals with Lydia today, they were doing the dance number for Good morning, Baltimore. Guess my second wish for tonight is that I could dance. Or at least move my feet to some sort of coordinated dance :P
Mm hmm, I have to say I look forward to going to the Première in January. I really do.

I'm busy figuring out what birthday and Christmas prezzies to buy and make. I'm not fond of the actual Christmas day or all that crap but planning for presents, buying, wrapping and hiding them always make me feel warm inside. My mischievous side loves it all.

Think I'll take advantage of the working Internet and peacefulness that accompanies night at my house to engage in some school and job hunting. Wish me luck!!

Until we see,
J

Your melody's just as sweet as the first time it was sung, with a little bit more character for show

I'm not easygoing. Or particularly friendly. Or witty. I'm not social or bubbly ,I hate small talk.
I'm me. Brooding and quiet, observing, not part-taking. I'm less talkative than most, easily lost in a crowd.
So what? It takes me a while to warm up to people, for some longer than others. Shy, guarding my tongue well, thinking everything through before I let any words cross the threshold of my lips, analysing as I need things to make sense if only just a little.
Cold, aloof, boring? Anti-social, socially retarded, colourless?

That's what you think ;)

You'll never know, until we see...
J

Mad as Rabbits. With a bushel of Bad Habits.

Mmm, find I have no will to blog, nothing to blog about really. Sweden sucks :)  Is blog spelled with one or two b's?? Being bilingual sucks sometimes...still I wish I spoke something more exotic than plain ole English or Swedish.

Left my CV at the post office the other day, maybe I'll get  a little bit of work to do before Christmas, I've done work there before so if I'm lucky, I might get to pay tax next year :P The cousins are coming in January to see the premiere of Hairspray, my baby sis is gonna be playin' Lil Inez and one of the uh, would you believe I can't remember what they're called at the moment? One of the girls in the quartet minus one, who sings in the Corny Collins Show. Yeah, I can't remember what you call three people singing together either. Quartet minus one.

Mad as Rabbits. I have found that I get rather disjointed when I'm this way. Restless that is. When my thoughts flit all over the place in fits of anger, exasperation, boredom...I'm just zigzagging all over the place!

Gonna go find Ncis:La on tv, it's supposed to be on, otherwise it's HIMYM until Hawaii five-0 starts.

Until we see ya'll
J

...my one and lonely

I don't think I've ever felt this lonely in my life. Always been a solitary person but as clichéd as it is, I feel alone when I'm surrounded by people.
I would be lying to myself if I said I was happy to be back here. I can't even say back home because it no longer feels like home...and I feel like the only reason anybody even wanted me back is because of what I can do for them, be their babysitter, secret keeper, the person who gets the awesome privilege of having to listen. It's like nobody missed me for me. Pathetic.
I have nothing to look forward to when I wake up in the morning, which is why I stay in bed for hours just staring at the ceiling. Again, pathetic :P

I know I have to make my own life, it's like David used to say, there are no boring parties, just boring people. So, yeah, I'm boring. Got nothing to be excited about. I look forward to January and Stockholm, and spring and Malmö...now what to do until then....

u.w.s.
Jude

Hey moon don't you go down...

Ha! Har ätit en påse Haribou nappar och har massor med energi! Fick dom av finaste Jennifer som tog med dom hela vägen från Sverige...bra gjort eftersom jag åker hem om några dagar :) 
Vi har även börjat skriva en låt, vår EF låt som är baserad på Hot Chelle Raes Tonight, tonight låt...kommer nog bli ganska bra vetja!

Får lite panik nu när jag bara har 3 dagar kvar...tänk att tiden gick så fort. Min titel idag är tagen från P!ATD Northern Downpour...önskar att lördag aldrig kom så att jag inte behövde åka hem...

Måste bara skriva lite om Halloween festen på Malafama igår :D  Ganska roligt, dansade faktisk mot början av kvällen innan dom bytte till skitmusik :P Kumle hade jätte fin kostym/dräkt grej, min favvis faktiskt. Kata var awesome blodig och mycket snyggare än den där andra döda dockan som vi såg ;) Va hemma redan vid kl 2.30, inte så konstigt eftersom vi började 20.30. Ja, jävligt tidigt.

Iaf, imorgon måste jag in till el centro o köpa vin till morbror Jonas, hehe. Åsså skor...

Lägger up en bild på min totally original Halloween costume :P

Hasta luego!!
Jude

We're so starving :P

Had to give you a picture :)